Friday, November 7, 2008

Episode 17: Celibacy

Recently, I've realized that I may be too ready and willing. I don't find anything wrong with casual sex, but I am finding that I am emotionally attaching myself to people that aren't willing to reciprocate... it kind of puts me in an uncomfortable position.

There's something inside of me that's changed and is kind of looking for something more. I'm tired of committing to things that don't exist (even if it's just a "sex thing") and putting my hopes in someone else. I think I need to take a break from abusing my self-respect.